Reflections

In the process of entering a new place, where knowledge of a strange, foreign leguaje delivered with very different signs. It is a very complex scenario for a person who does not have sufficient tools to deal with that reality.
The first experiences on stage learning are contradictory; many ways to understand more things my show, no meanings, definitions and varied meanings. Dreams and understandings of the world compressed into new things that can be grouped everything and yet nothing.
I did not know how to explain and understand all things, as associate sounds with things and his way of pronunciation, vocabulary diverse and compact.There is a strong distance with the form, meaning, sound, experience in the interpretations of life, in that other language.
There are many more things that I can not assimilate, they are multiple conflicts that came about not having an experience with English. When I was a child I had no proximity to the English, there was always the possibility of not study him alone until now, until this lifetime, I have come to see him in front of me and I can not hide.
The experience is complex, I could not find resources in my life story for the challenge. Improvisation was not enough, there was no knowledge on the box where resources are stored. What to do? I had no choice, had to train and memorize things that made no sense.

It was a dark night, a night that never ends.